I am too tired to explain everything. However: I’ve given Sean authorship privileges for this blog; he has hypergraphia and compulsively writes all day anyway, might as well let him take over when I get swampt like this. I will continue to title my posts using the month/day format. His posts will be titled whatever he chooses to title them.
But I can explain a little bit. I got an e-mail the other day—I know I’m making a lot of this up as I go and taking way too much at a time—but I must stop, at least slow down. Because it has now bled over into the lives of loved ones. I can’t keep steeping myself in this and expect to get away with it, expect to wash it all off in time for—in time for what? I don’t even remember what I’m trying to say anymore. Good night.